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i finally can blog

this is just to remind me abt what happened over the week.

class party ytd night, lanned with pernyi. van did gr8.

con camp.

haha in the end i helping out for the camp, when in the first place byron was like discouraging and now he is encouraging. o_O

rugby and badminton…hm…

oh yes. i do love my school more than ever now.

whoopedoo

tv show: none.

wow. i just realised i’ve been doing pe consistently. not like me last year, when i was trying my best to do self-explanatory leave from such lessons! =p slothiness.

shit shit shit shit shit i really suck at last yr’s work. just tried a math paper, dunno like 65% the paper. sure die la.

MUSIC IA I NEED TIME!!!! OH! MY GODDESS!

ECONS IA. i need TIME.

wa i really agree with chun ming’s personal msg abt IB is my amazing race, i race against time to complete my tasks. haha oh yeah i haven’t done the first leg of the next race yet. =D

if i had a wish to fulfill that will not have any repercussions of any sort, i’d wish for all the components to finish up all overdue homework with extra time for 4 days so i can then spend the rest of the year studying properly and finishing deadlines without dying once.

since i’m not in control of such destinies, i shall resign to my fate and face more deaths. i’m more than the run-of-the-mill cat, having died frikking infinity times becuz i missed deadlines.

haha. the irony of it all.

lucky i had a gd day today, with nice conversations and a nice game of badminton =)

wrong day

tv show: judging amy

okay today is so not my day.

lack of slp in finishing up ToK…now got Econs IA to finish…better not forget EE.

I had a bad headache from the events that happened today. 1’s comment was a real downer for me, and it didn’t help that the others were fueling it.

at least i know there are some ppl who know me. i’m glad that i have them.

eh a new look of B&V is always gd. who wants to see the same faces? =D
oh well, to each his own. =/

i hate certain detours.

tv show: a very brief part of spiderman 2, before dr. otto becomes psychotic.

erghh i have just succeeded in making my life long and tiring fulfilling.

saturday….rushed to do cas in the mornin, and then a piano class, and then a career seminar. was supposed to go for my uncle’s wedding dinner but thankfully mum let me take a raincheck on it, so i stayed at home and finished 1 n a half essays and counted cas. wow i actually exceeded my cas hours long time ago this morning’s cas and the next morning’s is redundant but it’s ok, takes away precious time but at least something good comes out of it. i den lanned with ong and xinwei, before a brief mac’s supper and slp at abt 2.

woke up at 740, gerald msged me. ouch how do u wake up so early. =.=

den i took a shower and got my aunt to drop me off at newton, getting the bag n pins rdy.

oh yea, decided bugis was a gd place to sell the pins, since it’s always bustling in my memory. wa picked an okay spot, but wished i picked a better spot, like baowen did. haha u messy eater. nice meeting up with u then.

kinda funny, becuz when i was holding up my bag…
i see so many detours.
i see so many ppl avoiding my eye.
i see myself cursing under my breath (in irritation. not in anger. w8, i mean i hear)
i see kindness in ppl.
i see a different side of this donations thing.
i see that i have too much stuff going on in my life.
oh my god. sight. it’s reminding me of king lear.
i need time. i need that frenship.
i need TIME!

still, next yr, if i do have the time, i will consider doing the donations again, and call along a few frens! =D

ok time to do some major revamp of tok and a flyer.
OMFG I NEED FUCKING MORE TIME.

the connection.

tv show: none…lee li eng!

oh yeah i’m back online again since i finally fixed the modem from the other place to here. since my network’s been cut off. haha have i been using too much safari? yes mum i know u wanted me to fix it so there it is. =) the phone will come soon. =D

okayy even though thursday was threateningly boring becuz our 3 hr break had 2 hrs frikking hacked by chinese spking show sl1 was gone and we had a very interesting skit later played by dp3 and 2 councillors and my pct. wow if it weren’t for my pct, i’d have known it was a fraud all along.

yeah but after that they showed this photo presentation. and i was in one shot. wow. i thot i’d never be photogenic enough or recognised enough. so i was like…okayy..=) not being narcissitic here. that day just makes me feel fuzzy n warm, also becuz of after the skit.

then joined byron at holland for dessert, he had dinner. haha barney’s army is first. which is nice.

sigh…

so then came friday. today la.
omg i just discovered im seeing king lear the whole week, on top of extra lessons! haha. guess sl english just turned hl without the other strand. =O met loads of ppl today…met up with andre slim ian edwin as we went to vjc to watch dun hao in action!!! omg i take my hat off to you, dun hao. learning rylynn with just youtube is amazing. frikking 17 bucks wasted on cab fare thanks to peak hours. =.=

and going to meet up yuan hao later to pass him stuff…and then tmr i’m going to do more cas! den piano class…then work…then lan go to my uncle’s wedding dinner. shoot i totally forgot abt it i’ve been so busy this week, and probably next week.

oh yea we should start planning the class party! =D

ok must go see yuan hao now he’d slp if i don’t budge from this antique chair. ciao.

queen size beds over super singles.

tv show: american idol, the 9 o clock channel u show.

nothing much happened today (seeing that i didn’t go to school today, and lucky i didn’t feel well today, heard not much was done today), so i’ll just put this song that suddenly popped into my mind as i was w8in for mum to pick me up from Gerald’s.

Sitting in a park in paris, france
Reading the news and it sure looks bad
They wont give peace a chance
That was just a dream some of us had
Still a lot of lands to see
But I wouldnt want to stay here
Its too old and cold and settled in its ways here
Oh, but california
California I’m coming home
I’m going to see the folks I dig
I’ll even kiss a sunset pig
California I’m coming home

I met a redneck on a grecian isle
Who did the goat dance very well
He gave me back my smile
But he kept my camera to sell
Oh the rogue, the red red rogue
He cooked good omelettes and stews
And I might have stayed on with him there
But my heart cried out for you, california
Oh california I’m coming home
Oh make me feel good rockn roll band
I’m your biggest fan
California, I’m coming home

Chorus:

Oh it gets so lonely
When youre walking
And the streets are full of strangers
All the news of home you read
Just gives you the blues
Just gives you the blues

So I bought me a ticket
I caught a plane to spain
Went to a party down a red dirt road
There were lots of pretty people there
Reading rolling stone, reading vogue
They said, how long can you hang around?
I said a week, maybe two,
Just until my skin turns brown
Then I’m going home to california
California I’m coming home
Oh will you take me as I am
Strung out on another man
California I’m coming home

Chorus:

Oh it gets so lonely
When you’re walking
And the streets are full of strangers
All the news of home you read
More about the war
And the bloody changes
Oh will you take me as l am?
Will you take me as l am?
Will you?

greed is not good.

tv show: judging amy.

Dad n Mum are back.

The internet is undergoing some changes. i grab the mac and go to macs. I see this paper sign saying that their wireless is also undergoing some changes.

…

why are they bloody good in picking times.

i can’t even check msn now. haha is this what mum calls character building? neh, not a chance.
anyway, i have no time to do such, 5 frikkin deadlines. cannot believe this. ee n tok are so thin red lines.

econs ia after im done with this. then hopefully i can cram the econs essay, or at least an outline. oh my i’ve done this before but yet i have to do it again?? and plus she hasn’t even returned it yet! sigh. and we sleep like much later compared to her.

okay i should resume biting fingers becuz if not i’d bite food and gain back my original weight. i so do not want that. some spartan diet? or health?

choices. sigh…

i need a shrink.

TV show: CSI supreme sunday

oh my.
i actually want to go to school tmr.
i feel that i do loads more interesting things in school!
oh fuck. i’m losing my grip SOMEBODY HELP ME!

they should remove the weekends. oh fuck. OH MY GOD I need some gd spanking for even suggesting that.

aiya. i just need to do all incoming work in the weekdays so i don’t have to worry during the weekends lo.

oh yes, society over homework.

tv show: Spiderman 3!

ehhh ppl Spiderman 3 ain’t so bad after all…you guys just thot that the third should always be the best! ello…wad makes you think spiderman ends this way? maybe it does, but who knows?

hehe. finally all me tests are done.

i have passed econs.
i’m going for its con camp.
i have passed chem quite ok.
i’m going for its con camp.
i have passed music.
i’m forced for its con camp.
i have no idea how i did for math n english.
i hope i’m not being suicidal in both cases.
but anyway, i most probably will sign up for both camps.

Thus, ends such: I’m booking myself a place there. After all, i do gr8 studying in grps.

eventful day today…
slept well, although i woke up late. thank you, rain. =)
my mother thanks you too.
lessons…more lessons…
didn’t really talk to…
had english test…
tried to…but was intercepted in the process =D haha~ wad a turn of events…such is life.
took a 1 hr doze.
went to a dentist.
went to lan after dinner.
discussed everything abt dota.
went to watch spiderman with gerald. EH i repeat spiderman 3 really isn’t bad. you still should watch it. don’t pan it becuz of ur frens.

some parts didnt work out the way it should, and even though time is running out, i still hope to talk, to bond, to grow, as much as i can. i do want it.

mum, i’m finally the nerd u see in me. i’m actually thinking of studying more than i dota. still…my title states otherwise. but both things are right. haha. dramatic irony.

gd nite.