i wonder if fairy tale endings do actually exist…
are they really true, or are they just the figments of one’s fertile (note: i used the word fertile here) imagination?
for some, these things have happened before. for others…well, that’s another story. some may not even desire the fairytale ending, but rather just a plain but safe one.
for these things to happen, there first must be pure, unadulterated love, mustn’t there? or at least, love coupled with lust. and of course, both sides must want it otherwise it’s just not going to work out.
but don’t get me wrong here. love never was an easy thing to do, or else there would never, never be any hate in this world. it’s just so easy to hate, because we tend to do things that piss ppl off, and we let these things piss us off too. and oso, maybe u do the things for some1 u really cherish, but u nv seem to get any form of reciprocation. and then u wonder why ur banging urself on the wall thinking that he doesn’t love u.
think hard. maybe ur not being punished, u just haven’t been rewarded yet. maybe he does, but he’s just not taking notice or anything and takes u for granted. at least, that’s what i hope. the human mind is unfathomable for a reason.
sigh. u feel like ur doing the most stupid thing in probably loving some1 whom u think will never love u, yet when that person talks to u or anything u feel u could do anything. that’s the sugar rush ppl look for in relationships, i believe.
oh well. ok back to work. sigh…
