unfortunately, i don’t have the luxury of time to clean myself.
i do have to make the time to clean up for my brother as he is coming back from his confinement in his company. 
i need to see him prove his 8 conan pullups. i also miss him, even though its not always the way i expect to see him.
cleaning gets boring and depressing to most, and its not my passion, to be honest. but i like it having to be necessitated so that you can once again enjoy walking back into a clean room. i can’t be like a hospital, but i can make it my clean space.
if i didn’t have to share the space once again with my brother i doubt i would’ve cleaned the house thoroughly, who else do i need to do it for?
of course, mum’s room is pretty clean. at least i don’t have to see her rub her foot against the back of the calf to scrape of bits of dust and hair. -.-
i do (weirdly) like to clean up after my brother, at least he knows he will need me and vice versa 
hope to hear more from him when he returns, i don’t really hear sharing from anyone i’d like to hear from these days…
…then again, it can’t be helped if he doesn’t. he must be tired from his restricted lifestyle.
*case closed & filed away till further notice*
